Welcome to Dream Seeds

I'm not here to publicize reality. My sole purpose is to paint your dreams so you can see you and them in reality. I'm like Johnny Appleseed. I plant the seeds. You bloom and seed. We are all happy and at peace. Now please read.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

No Music? youMusic

Me and my friend Angela Batie and her daughter Melayna A. Powell in a freestyle (improv) session fishing for choreography within ourselves.

The music we danced to didn't happen to end up in the video I challenge you to pick your favorite song on your iPod, MP3, CD, Cassette tape, Pandora station, 22tracks jazz station from Paris, etc. See if interconnectedness finds its way between music and movement. Which in this case are completely disconected to the naked eye, the logical mind....right? or wrong? You decide.

Use the scientific method:
Hypothesis
Materials
Procedure
Experiment
Analysis
Conclusion

No I didn't have to google that, they drilled into me! Good old Chicago Public School System! See you actually do use it in real life!

Okay have fun with it! If you hate my dancing that's cool, if it makes you laugh cuz you're a soo much better dancer than I? GREAT! I'm truly happy and proud of you! if you don't understand what the hell is going on then just look away and listen to the song you put on. For the rest that are into it, I need to know what your analysis, conclusion and phone number is! Cuz we probably should be friends if we aren't already! lol I'm acting like everybody reads this blog! Gotta have an imagination to survive this cruel world. Anyways light and love!

~that is all
Bajá Marie

Random Thoughts: The Word Good

So I've been thinking about the people who surround me and the conversations we have. My Co-Workers, My Family, My Friends and the strangers my friendly-ass can't help but speak if they make eye contact with me on the street. And me being more southern than city by nature, I always address people by saying "How you doin'?" And the answer I always get is "Good, Good!".

I ask myself WHAT THE HELL DOES GOOD MEAN? And in my years of study the only answer I can come up with is good is actually an acronym missing two letters. G.O.O.M.D.B. which stands for Get Out Of My Damn Business. Nobody wants to tell you how they're really doing. Society doesn't encourage complainers, loosers, etc. If you have problems you're weak! So we have this expression known as the word GOOD. It's one of those many words where you speak without say a damn thing that's really meaning-FULL. That's why the English language is sooo shallow cuz it's chocked full of em'. But I'm not writing this to criticize, this is more of a celebration of my epiphany and my determination to expand my vocabulary and not use this word in hopes that I may inspire others so that one day we can have meaning-full interactions/dialogues with each other as human beings. Because to me that's one of blessings life gives us: the ability inter-act, inter-change, inter-course. Enter each other and come out the other side more informed, more creative, more imaginative, inspired, hopeful, etc. I have a dream like Martin Luther King Jr. I guess.

I intend to be alive to see it come true. For right now I have to consciously and actively challenge myself everyday to express myself even if I know the person asking doesn't really wanna know my answer. To challenge my fear of rejection, to challenge my fear of making people uncomfortable. Expression is all I have in this life. I have to use my dearest resource but overcoming my lesser self. So I start with good and end up at supercalahfrajahlisticS.P.allahdopescious or some other word not yet transfused by a distant language of the past.

~that is all
Bajá Marie

Thursday, May 31, 2012

True-Self, U-Self, New-Self, Blue-Self:

my blue-self
turned new-self
correction:
New is old and I am actually renewed
instead newly reissued.

blue hues subdued
blue now soothes
peace and harmony hues
filtering the trues
from distorted views
the real definition of the blues
healing cues.

I am new
I am you
I am blue.



Friday, April 27, 2012

Arrogant Bastard: The Death of the Old Me

born out of wedlock,
a bastard for a child,
though given the name of joy
she played the opposite part
angry, unhappy, uninspired,
blaming.
Not free.
great actress though,
led everyone else to believe
led everyone else to their free
relatively.
fore they could only truely be free if she
was free.
But blinded by delusion
she took responsibilty for everyone's life but her own
and she ALWAYS,
felt alone.


born in a time of little forgiveness
she made books her only order of business

intelligent,
naturally
             manipulative,
              heredity
creative,
instinctly
                 bright,
                 religiously
truth-full
when necessary
                   good-hearted,
                   purely
honest?
hardly
                  grate-full
                  theoretically
appreciative?
of what?
she'd say: I see nothing but a lack of self-worth, self-love, self-esteem and self-respect
her environment was a relfection of her IN-vironment
she lacked self
so she lacked.

born an arrogant bastard
now transformed
into a heavenly beast,
a leader of peace
at the age of 23
she's ready
to take herself back
to have her self's back
to walk ever forward without looking back
her best friend is
forgiveness
her truth is strength
she is in this to win this
no longer the shit
she is it.
as she has always been
didn't need be born again
that is only a metaphor of her journey

Arrogant?
at her best she was always humble
but til this point she had yet to be her best
Bastard?
this is still a fact
but not a definition.
her parents weren't married when they had her
because they were determined to be married to her
til death do us part
with them in her corner
she could never be lonely
or alone.
she has found home
where it always was
in her heart
grieving the death of her lesser self
good morning
every morning
i look in the mirror and see art.
gazing into eyes of a future leader
her leading role as her true-self is a very important part.

by: bajá marie

Sunday, January 8, 2012

I'm Drained:

I want to write but I'm tired. I promise there will be entries soon. I love you. I hope you love me too cuz I need love. I really do.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas Resolution:

I don't make New Year's Resolutions. I feel like Jan. 1st is too late to break old habits and start new ones so I always begin mine on Christmas day and yesterday was no exception. While chanting 3 hours of daimoku (that's chanting Nam-Myoho-Renge-Kyo) I wrote this in my journal:

12/25/11 Merry Christmas !!!

I am talented, genuine but still impure.
Sooo to take control of my life and get the most from it I've decided to do an experiment. Starting today until Christmas day of 2012 I've decided to be 100% raw & 100% Buddhist! lol!

So for me this means consistent effort everyday to get the most out of my body and this life.

- 3 hours of daimoku a day + morning and evening gongyo
- Only fruits, veggies, nuts, seeds and water a day, all uncooked and all the time.

I gave De'Von til age 25 to get his shit together and be with me. I can't have him do that and I'm still in the same place. And because I'm special and I know it, I can do this. I can no longer put myself in the ranks of those of lower frequencies. I have to be me and do me things.

I'm ruled by the # 3
And I love fruits and veggies
So it only seems right that I make these srtides for me.
So I'm gonna start with one full year. And if all is successful on Christmas 2012 then I will extend my studies for another year and see where I am by 25 and if you know who is with me.

That's all I wrote and that's all I need my health and my faith.
Feed the body and the spirit with only the best ingredients.
You should never do an experiment that you can't conduct on yourself.
Consider me a scientist because if my hypothesis is correct then you will never be hearing the end of this.
But you got a year to find out. And if you haven't figured out what my hypothesis is then I can show better than I can explain. Because love is an action at the end of the day and I do love you.
_Bajá Marie

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Words From Mentor:

Sooo as you may already know I'm a Nichiren Buddhist of the Lay Buddhist Organization known as the SGI which means Soka Gaikkai (Value-Creating Society) International.

The President of this organization is my mentor and he goes by the name of Daisaku Ikeda. I would like to share some of his words with you, in hopes that they will inspire you as they inspire me! Love YOU!

The eyes of a poet discover in each person a unique and irreplaceable humanity. While arrogant intellect seeks to control and manipulate the world, the poetic spirit bows with reverence before its mysteries. Daisaku Ikeda

The institutions of human society treat us as parts of a machine. They assign us ranks and place considerable pressure upon us to fulfill defined roles. We need something to help us restore our lost and distorted humanity. Each of us has feelings that have been suppressed and have built up inside. There is a voiceless cry resting in the depths of our souls, waiting for expression. Art gives the soul’s feelings voice and form. - Daisaku Ikeda

Salute to Poets
By Daisaku Ikeda

There is a power in words,                  Poets!                                                                     that incites
an infinite power                                  Poets whose fine hearts                                      xenophobic rejection;
to revive, restore                                  feel the full torment                                            with low and ugly rumor
and make blaze anew.                       Of people’s pain!                                                 whose sole purpose is
                                                                                                                                                to degrade and demean;
There is a life in poetry,                      War, nuclear weapons,                                       with shrieked abuse            
a limitless, eternal life                         environmental destruction,                                                that destroys dignity
that can stir and arouse                      discrimination,                                                     tearing into the heart
a society to new vibrancy.                 The tramping of people’s rights -      like a lethal blade.
                                                                all these problems                               
Poets!                                                     are caused and created                                      This flood
Reflected in                                          by human beings.                                                                of deceptive, vacuous
your clear eyes                                     Thus there is                                                         and violent language
- like the still waters                             no misery or cruelty                                            has caused people        
of a lake-                                               beyond our power                                       to treat all words and language         
we can see:                                           as humans                                                            as suspect.
Clusters of people                                to resolve.                                                              Words are         
fleeing in confusion                                                                                                             the human heart         
through a field of battle.                    All people, everyone                                           and this doubt          
A wailing mother                                 crave and thirst                                                    has driven people
tenderly cradling                                  for peace,                                              into the dark and rampant isolation          
a tiny corpse.                                        everyone seeks and pursues                              of cynicism and fear,
An infant,                                              the goal of happiness.                                         distrusting everything
starving, emaciated,                                                                                                            including society
weakened and awaiting death.         All people                                                              and humanity itself.          
The trembling fist                                hold within themselves,                
of a young boy,                                   in their hearts,                                                       Ah, poets!
who writhes beneath                           a golden sun                                                         Now is the time 
the crushing weights of                       that can brightly light their own lives               to use the words
discrimination and hate.                    and shed far and wide                                        of compassion and truth, 
                                                                warm and brilliant beams                         the words of universal justice
Poets!                                                     of friendship and fraternity.            that roil and seethe within your heart,    
Through your keen ears                     This inner luster                                            to use these words to dispel
we can hear,                                         of life itself                                                     the dark and heavy clouds
as in an echoing valley:                      is the ultimate                                                       of language laden with
The self-mocking sighs                       font and source                                                    false and evil intent,
of young people                                   of new creation.                                                   to stir new winds
filled with mistrust and isolation,                                                                                      of hope and courage,
who sense no future                            Poets!                                                                     to bring about a
as they wander aimlessly                   Now is  the time                                                   new and golden dawn!
through thronging crowds.                 to raise your voices,                                           
The painful cry of Earth herself,      to call forth and awaken                             Mahatma Gandhi declares:
Oceans and atmosphere polluted,   the sun sleeping                                    “A poet is one who can call forth    
stripped and denuded of green,        in the hearts of people                    the good latent in the human breast.”
bound by atomic burdens,                 the world over.          
crying in distress                                                                                                                   Ah! The innumerable
as she continues to revolve                               Society is awash                                                  cruel fissures that split
on her grinding axis.                            with false discourse;                                            and divide our
                                                                with propaganda                                                 blue planet.




Divisions based                                    flowering tree                                                        Poets, arise!
on differences                                      - cherry, plum, peach and damson -                                Wait for no one,
of ideology,                                           uniquely valuable.                                               But stand up resolute
of state,                                                 Difference is                                                         and alone!
of national and                                    the quality that                                                   
ethnic identity,                                     enables us                                                             With our words
of religion,                                             to learn from each other,                                   and with our actions,
of class.                                                 to complement and fulfill each other,             let us till and turn
                                                                to respect and honor each other.                      the sprawling expanse,
The absurd, horrific                                                                                                             the desert aridity
and repeated reality                            Poets!                                                                     of people’s hearts.
of people                                               Let us throw new bridges   
turned against people                         across the gulfs dividing                                     The voice of the poet
viciously discriminating,                     people’s hearts!                                             who has chosen to stand alone
resenting, wrangling                             With the cries that issue                               calls out to and resounds with
and hating each other.                        from your soul                                                     the voice of another
                                                                turn the gears of history:                                    self-sufficient poet.
The deepest evil,                                  away from suspicion and toward trust            A single ripple
the ultimate source                              from divisiveness to harmony,                         elicits ten thousand waves.
of all conflict and tragedy,                               from war to peace.
Is the dividing heart,                                                                                                           When our cries of justice
Preoccupied with difference              We are all human beings.                                   swell to a symphony
it drives  people                                    The poetic spirit                                                 extolling humanity and life
to reject and exclude                          beats and throbs                                               and when its resonant tones
others.                                                    In our veins!                                                  Reach all corners of the Earth,
                                                                                                                                              wrapping and cradling it…
But this very Earth,                             All people are in fact
this lovely planet,                                                sisters and brothers                                              Then the deep red glory,
is a garden rich                                     capable of mutual love,                                     the dawning sun
with the full and gorgeous                  of coming together                                of peace for all people everywhere
blossoming                                            in harmonious unity.                                           will rise and lift
of diversity.                                                                                                                           into the sky.         
                                                                                                               
It is difference                                      All people
above all                                               have the right
that makes each                                  to live out our lives                             



Dedicated to the members of the World Congress of Poets, Sept. 2007