Eternity: The Union of Mind, Body and Energy

There are many words to this piece that I don't wish to type or speak. AND unfortunately I can't display it the way it was created. So please make use of your neck muscles; tilt and turn to angle your antennaes to recieve the information and energy intended and blended to be absorbed.

Thank you,
Bajá Marie

See Inside Me, That Pussy Lining:

I have the key
See
I can see inside of me
beyond that pussy lining
where life is born in linings
and forms are born while laying (pronounced lying)
upon the thrown
the skin within
is liquid
and lucid
and soo unbelievable to the mediocre
they call it stupid
I call it
cupid.
Cuz once you see what I see
you too will love me...
But only when you see beyond
flesh and physicality
step and originality
text and tangebility
sex and sexuality
breath and living, breathing entities

Let go the cash flow
let the cash flow and go
or simply let go
and then we can go
go to the highest heavens
move mountains
breed unity, sisterhood and brethren
bear children
rare children
A new breed
if you believe what I believe
cuz you see what see
when you see me with your eyes and not with your head
when you touch me with nerve endings instead of your hand
when you feast on my mind instead of butter and bread with bedspread
when you collaborate by feeding your bass with my treble
it takes a ear that don't fear or embezzle
when you taste test the wisdom professed wide open
as I open the portal to the future worlds to you
the looking glass to my inside she
see inside me
beyond the lining of my pussy
take a peak
don't tell me what you see
Cuz me I already see
Speak
Not with the lips in your head
or your pocket's new born bread
Instead,
show me what you see
by loving me.

By: Bajá Marie

(Same picture in color. Drawn & Colored by; Bajá Marie)

I am the gift:

Whether it be sickness
or I be
sick with this
your interest
is worth more than my school loans interest
cuz it breed mentions
attention
as I entertain you with my talents
otherwise known as secret agents
to achieve missions.
Missions that will evolve the people
to need not the red, white or blue pill
for they are far past the hour of ill
nowadays
the people are insane
And I remain to stay sane
in this
my land of the people
home of the brave
I behave
I remain
I stay tame
I don't shame
but on the inside
I am in constant pain
because insanity is not instinct
therefore,
I am not the words I print in ink
I am not poetry
No, I lay still resting on the brink
til I break and then allow they
to say
I'm insane
But I'm not insane
You are
Though I am to blame
and so are you
are you following me with your eyes or your heart
fears or farce
impressions or remarks
Cuz I live far
too far to waste time
yet too close to be too far
I can still feel your energy
and the uneven beats of your heart
they were my drum for soo long
I forgot how to dance to the rhythm
But this sickness
I treat with
the illness
within me
 on the inside the beauty is the beast
and in the sheets....
(Pause: I smile here...)
But I live way over there
I rest my head
I say a prayer

There once was a fever here
A shiver there
lurking
within me
waiting
to be
Come
breath
taking
Debating
Mistaking
confused, abused, used
 no more
the key to war
a fever there was
a shiver
that trembled only on the marley floor
quivered from the soul of vocal chords
nibbled on left over ink stains of words the paper wore
the mic swore

I exchange no more for more
No more fever
no more flu
or flu-like symptoms
or eyes of red or green
no fades to black
no feelings of blue
Only of you
Now.
you and this
This right here
this
What do you call it?
This present day existence
this supercalafragulistic
this talent
this gift
it is my life now
I choose not to be plagued with sickness
and vow I do to the lifeless life of being
Sick with this....
This life
I am
the gift.

By: Bajá Marie
Til I get my money right
I am the gift,
I'll give you my magenta light.
I wish you infinite living days and Life-Full nights.

Alignment = Enlightenment

If enlightenment is your goal. You must understand that as long as you stand hunched over, knees buckled, numb and ALONE, you will never fly high, you will only die and live in limbo hoping your soul gets another try. Don't wait til limbo, change today!

Stand up straight
Look straight ahead
Imagine your limbs as roots
and your mind as the fruit
Move your roots
and feed your fruit
read books
ask questions
be curious
feel everything
numb nothing
pain is living
healing is flying
loving is living
hating is dying
because love is eternally multiplying
BE-CAUSE love is uniting

If you were meant to do it alone, you would be like the guy from one of the episodes off "The Twilight Zone" (I'm talking the black and white ones; yea I spent alot of time with my Moppie). You'd be living on this earth all alone. If you fear feeling pain and hurt you are biased in your eye-sight and not fully living your life. To ignite your light you must let go of your internal fight and unite with like-minded bodies and in-sight-Full (insightful in this case meaning - full of self-knowledge) spirits. Let your inner demons melt when you sweat and let the God-like light in as you consciously, unconsciously or even gasping for the daily breath you breathe (this is what I think to myself when I run on the track). I'ma leave it at that for now. There's more to this topic but all the insight can't come from me cuz I'm not the only one who can see...There are more of me and my mission is to attract them and align myself with them. This includes aligning myself with myself, that's the base and core piece of the structure. I do so through chanting, meditation, exercise, yoga and education. All of which are manifestations of stimulation which is the fertilizer to my seed. The seed of destiny. I'm am my own harvester by I always give appreciation to my mother and father for planting my seed, and caring for me.

As I bloom June so will you cuz we are interconnected 
And...
I love you,
Bajá Marie

Truth In Advertisements:

Found this billboard on Vermont and.... sorry I still new here I'm not good on streets. But I was in LA and I saw this...an advertisement for a radio station but I just felt it was oh so relevant to my life and pursuit so I took a picture and decided to share. Hope you feel it as much as I do, if not get aware.

B. Marie

Thickness: Take One!

I talked to my grandmother (Moppie) on the phone today and she said the first time I did raw (raw-food veganism that is) I was almost anorexic because no matter the weight I lost in my eyes I only saw thick.

While studying for the GRE Taryn & Thabisile brought to my attention that obesity could be a European ideology. I mean, health is important don't get me wrong. I put health before thickness but in the pursuit of health you get it confused with thinness. See...

I've be meatless for 3 years - meaning I'm a vegetarian/vegan. I am the embodiment of movement - meaning I've been dancing & entertaining since my mother's womb set me free. So exercise and diet have always been apart of me yet, I'm still thick. Damn near solid. My shit don't jiggle but it still taunts me. And when Thabisile said i had adopted European ideology and my Moppie said I had cropped the sight of myself with anorexic photography. I couldn't help but think that thickness is not my enemy. It's apart of me. And instead of battling against it I should walk with it. Shit I should strut it. With my head high. Should it stay with me for life or melt away with every healing day. I will honor its' attachment to me. Acknowledge its' bounce & sway. As my way. See...

This thickness, on me, is more than ass, hips, flabby arms & havin a stomach versus a flat rack or a six-pack. See, what the European ideology named as obesity is really about bein real with yourself & taking responsibility for your life & how you want to live it.

My thickness provides me with a lack of self-confidence, self-esteem & even self-worth. But on the other hand it gets me alot of attention, distinguishes me from the skinny jean majority & comforts/cushions me from the pain. Either way good and bad, in the middle it's who I am right now!!!

And as I make my descent into the sky, I know will shed it on the outside, and absorb it within to comfort my organs & transform from lack of self to more!

Thickness can be a miserable death sentence or a blessing in disguise. I've evolved to the point in my life where I see through the disguise; I just see the me I want to be within the thickness that I is.
I hope I am explaining this in a way we understand. If not I demand you to demand more explanation not from me but from within yourself. Cuz this thickness is more than a fatty melt diet disease. Smalls and mediums can contract the disease. Whether it's a blessing or a curse is up to me, we but mostly you. See...

I've done my part, but where are you.

Wherever you are, remember I love you.
And I'll explore this a little more in depth on Take Two!
Bajá Marie <3

In Living Color: This is my story

You've recieved one installment of my life story there is more to come. Last night I drew this picture with the thought of me. Nobody but me.

This picture is alot of things because this picture depicts the energy within me that cameras don't see. This morning my ex-boyfriend and close friend told me Thank you for shining your light...I said Your welcome? Didn't know I was shining anything, because everyday I'm struggling to be a human being because being a human noid is soo easy, but it doesn't make me happy. As this friend told me "We are not worker bees". I'm a truth bee. And truth comes in all colors and so does me. As you can now see in this my photography of me...Interpret it however you see...

Love is what I am, truth is what I do and kisses from me to you.

I love you, I'm not afraid, I love you, I do.

Because I truly love me,

Bajá Marie